The apostle Peter was a man of extremes.
There they are in the upper room celebrating Passover when Jesus gets up from the table, strips down to his loin cloth, wraps a towel around his waist, and starts going around the table washing 24 feet. He gets to Peter who humble-brags, "You shall never wash my feet!"
Jesus replies, "If I don't wash your feet, you won't have anything to do with me anymore."
So Peter does a one-eighty, cranks up the intensity, and says, "Well, then, not just my feet! ♪♫ All of me! Why not wash all of me? ♫♪" (John 13:2-9)
Then later, when Jesus drops the bomb that somebody in the room is going to betray him into the hands of the religious leaders who want to kill him, Peter gets all defensive and says, "Not me! No way! I would die before betraying you!"
Imagine how completely broken Peter must feel just a few hours later when someone as non-threatening as a servant girl causes him to revert to his sailor-talking self and swear that he doesn't even know Jesus, let alone follow him. (Luke 22:31-34; 54-62)
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Truth is...I know what it's like to do something you swore you would never do. And like Peter, I know what it's like to be forgiven and accepted and loved anyway.